Waiting For That Rocket

I know with blogs you’re supposed to update every day, or every couple days, and it’s now been a week, but I swear I had a good excuse! First off, I was working kind of a lot. I think that’s always a good excuse. I’ve also had a lot of stuff going on in my personal life though. I’m not sure if I’m ready to talk about it, if I should talk about it, or what, but suffice it to say – I’m torn between being heart broken and out and out pissed off. I feel as though I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place, one being my heart and the other being my head.

Why do the friends who think they are most capable of adulthood turn out to be the least? Why can’t I do what I feel I need to for them and for my family. I know that it’s impractical to take care of everyone, but that doesn’t stop me from wanting to. *giant sigh* I suppose that at some point I’ll fully disclose/discuss what’s going on, but right now…it’s still slightly too raw.